ode to mika's lollypop

there's a time for everything, this is something extremely useful for living. Sometimes i forget. Sometimes i remember. love is something you cannot control. love lives by itself. love comes, love goes, love will strike in in an ordinary tuesday afternoon. or could happen after years of encounters. Love is a magical and invisible mystery. Love is supreme, otherwise people wouldn't crave it so much. love is desirable and confusing, love is... there are many types of love, why is the romantic love the most popular? what great satisfaction it brings? what's it status? why do i want it so badly? to love and be loved in return? children? house? life shared in 2? sex? passion? vanity? ego? the possibility of ... having a close friendship?... getting to know something i don't? love love love love? do i have to do something i haven't done? do i have to change my behavior? do i have to forget? do i have to....... pretend i don't know? do i have to wait? do i have to rush? do i have to ask myself what the fuck haven't i known? well, well, well. i shall live my life until love is found or love is gonna get me down.